Aparently I come back to this blog whenever something important happens in my life, "important" meaning the fact that I just had to break up with my girl... yeas "HAD" to break up.

It's strange how one can give so much to another yet the one receiving feels he's not giving shit, contrary of course to want the other thinks, one feels right down bad, if there are words to describe how I feel, "bad" would be the last one, shit is to clean right now for me, sometimes It's easy to hate yourself, doesn't anyone agree?

Anyway, It's over, this time for good, the first time I thought I could walk over those demons that haunted, and I did, for a while, she actually took it upon herself to make me fall in love with her again every single day, something she acomplished yet made me feel even worse, she gave so much, yet I felt I gave her so little, she says otherwise.

I truly hope she's ok.