Taking you for Granted

   My mind went dark, playing tragic songs believing tragic thoughts.

   Give me something you don't longer need, give them to me and watch me survive.

I will take you for granted if you turn your back; I will believe I conquered all and all you'll be is conquered ground.
They say my shadow is the only one who walks beside me. Well, It's time to see me leaving yo and my shadow behind.

   I don't walk alone, the world is always to trip me when I'm ahead.

   So I'd taste the ground I step on. My face is still stained with blood from days passed.

I will take you for granted if you never look back, I will believe you pleasure yourself by leaving me behind.
They say "until my heart stops beating I wont be a lifeless corpse." Well, see me leaving you and my heart behind.

   The day will come when you'll decide to let me down,
   when you walls crack and everything outside will come
   flooding in.

March '05

Posted at at 6:08 PM on February 14, 2006 by Posted by Jose | 6 comments | Filed under:

   The night has a hunger for seeing you. You are here and I can feel you.
   I am a product pending for ownership, "as fast as I am here I am gone." That is how have lived.

I have never walked my own road, but at least I have never walked alone. I convince myself of a misery that never existed. The only one alive in this room is myself.

   Early mornings filled with sudden nights. As soon as I wake up the world turns dark outside.
   But it is only a lonely shadow, a miniscule obstacle in a day completely void of sorrow.

I have never asked for directions because the world always turns in the same direction, no matter who there is only one place we all have admission.

   I am not one to complain when I'm alone. I just wish to be heard.
   I spent most of my days in seclusion, a friendly company brings me my solution.

   "Do not walk down a road; build your own."
   "Travelling is a man's way to open his soul; travelling with company opens up the rest of the world."
   "Time alone is time to think; time in company is time to heal."
   "Forgetting does not make one stronger, it makes one ignorant."
   "Finding you has made me find myself."

Posted at at 11:55 PM on February 05, 2006 by Posted by Jose | 6 comments | Filed under:

Dammit! It's my bloody birthday!

Posted at at 11:20 PM on February 04, 2006 by Posted by Jose | 4 comments | Filed under: