I try to find some denial, I try to ignore the obvious and let life
take me where I'm supposed to be, every once in a while.

There are doors inside my head that I've kept shut with all my good intentions,
yet I find you trying to unlock your way inside my brains, I maintain them closed
and I have my reasons.

   Sometimes I might choke on the feelings of a past, but other
than feeling love, It's how I've learned to feel alive.

These doors are what I've learned from the past, I never open them
but I keep them close by, so they're not opened again.

Posted at at 9:31 PM on July 29, 2004 by Posted by Jose | 1 comments | Filed under:

I find it so hard to believe, how in my sunniest day I prefer
a colder shade, where colors are crowded, life goes a calmer
way.

My eyes are emeralds that are attracted to places that have
been blackened, the colors of hope rely on the existence of
despair.

   I start to move, the sun changes the color of my skin and I
turn into something else, something I do not wish to recognize.
   The rest of me I have hidden underneath my sleeve, the
part you've already accepted, but I'm not willing to set free.

I have so much to live for, then, why am I in so much pain?
Why am I afraid of losing you again?

Life goes on... Doesn't it? Yet, it's easier to just die.

Posted at at 5:45 PM on July 25, 2004 by Posted by Jose | 0 comments | Filed under:

   Ten minutes from departing, People!!!! Pray, think about me, any good karma will help during these next two weeks.

   Cheers y'all.

Posted at at 9:29 AM on July 09, 2004 by Posted by Jose | 1 comments | Filed under:

   Alright, so yeah, I've been absent for oh so long now, I've just been really busy with lots of stuff that's been happening... FINALLY!!! Things to do.

   All last week, a friend of mine visited me, she came to enroll on a masters degree course in Marketing, at a local public University, she did all her stuff, with the usual let downs, and sudden pick me ups. After she finished with that, I had to drive her around town and show her the sights, like the famous Minerva I've talked about in earlier posts (WAY earlier). After she left, I thought I had a few days to relax, and write a little, I've actually spent more time writing on my journal (real live pen and paper thing) than on my blog, sometimes it's a lot more relaxing.



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   Anyway, an opportunity came up for me to acquire a car, a 2004 Pointer, so I jumped to the occasion and got my car, YAY!!!! Nice little standard car to get me all around the city.

   Now, on friday I'll be leaving town to hed north for about ten days, I'm gonna sell some stuff I bought here, mostly arts and crafts made my hand, It's a little business I'm trying to start with a good friend from up there so, hopefully, all will go well.

   Wish me luck!!! =D

Posted at at 8:54 PM on July 06, 2004 by Posted by Jose | 0 comments | Filed under:


   

   A lot has happened recently around my state. Early and unexpected rainfall has caused underground water banks to grow and, as a result, the ground has been, literally, opening up, swallowing cattle and even people; three fire fighters have swallowed up, two have been rescued, one still remains missing, and it's difficult to say if he'll be found.

   
   This happened in small town called Nextipac, in the state of Jalisco, here in Mexico, the place has already been declared a disaster zone, that way the state can get fund and resources from the Natural Disasters Fund (or FONDEN here in Mexico). Reason being that customs have delayed the entry of machinery necessary for the rescue of the firefighter and control of the new chasm.


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   The problem that geologists have found new chasms, and with more rains coming, it's very likely that these will open up and pose a serious danger for the people of Nextipac, most of whom refuse to leave they're homes, where the chasms continue to lead.



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   Since the first fireman fell into the chasm, two others fell in hopes of rescuing him, these two were saved immediately, but the first one still remains missing. Little hope remains of him being found alive, let alone, being found.

Posted at at 10:20 AM on July 03, 2004 by Posted by Jose | 0 comments | Filed under:

There are still places of you for me to go,
theres still of you to see.

   In all this darkness that I let surround me,
there are always small flashes of light that
fly through me.

There you are, in my dark abode, I use words
to describe your silhouette in this gentle
twilight.

I have so much beauty around me, that the
darkness turns into light and my world is, again,
lit up...

   And I'm shown the way, through the desert
and up the mountains, across the world and into
your room...

... when I wake up, what I find next to me, is you.

Dreams slowly fade, my body awakes to find
the same pleasant darkness.
I fall asleep again, and wait until the darkness
turns into light.

Posted at at 8:08 PM on July 01, 2004 by Posted by Jose | 0 comments | Filed under:
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