I try to find some denial, I try to ignore the obvious and let life
take me where I'm supposed to be, every once in a while.

There are doors inside my head that I've kept shut with all my good intentions,
yet I find you trying to unlock your way inside my brains, I maintain them closed
and I have my reasons.

   Sometimes I might choke on the feelings of a past, but other
than feeling love, It's how I've learned to feel alive.

These doors are what I've learned from the past, I never open them
but I keep them close by, so they're not opened again.