Can't sleep. For some reason my brain has decided to rev up its engines and go for a ride. I hate it when this happens, nothing good has come of it.
What keeps me awakw are the string of thoughts in my head; my body is exhausted but for some reason my mind is wide awake.
Nothing good comes from this, ever. My mind races beginning with a memory of something else I've ruined. My mind makes sure to string all the mistakes I've made from a certain point up until now.
"This is where you started going in th wrong direction." Fast forward a few years and you've gone from being a promising something to a minimum wage earning, cubicle surrounded lemming.
I was something once, I have no idea where exactly I left it behind. Nights like these won't help me find that out; they're just here to remind me of how much I've screwed up.
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