So she id it again, the bitch called me up again and said what she needed to say, she sounds confused, lost, and a whole other strange sentimental feelings, and I still dont know If I care ir not, she started talking about "us" again and I almost screamed at her to shut up, I couldn't stay put, that damn girl knows how to push my buttons and she seems to know exactly when to do it.

FUCK!!! So damn helpless, teh day when I had the most lovely conversation with another girl, one from afar, another even closer by, neother made a difference 'cus she had to have the last word of the night, ugh!!! I don't know if I should hate her or just ignore it and still go home, even though I know I'm gonna see her, this jsut seems so strange to me right now, I'm more out of place tha I used to be, I wasn't on top yet, and I was far from the bottom, she just pushed me back down again.

"SOMETIMES"

I can be a killer like you, stop tempting me and I
promise I'll come out clean too.
You seem to know when, do you even know what
I've been going thru?
Inappropriate times, truthfulll requests? You talk
of who I was but I only see who I've become.

'Cus sometimes I can be as heartless as you were,
turning your back to me you left me for dead.
'Cus sometimes I can even see where you are,
sleeping and crawling still unaware of what you are.

I can be a killer like you, leaving you behind
so I could find a little room for me to breath.
You seem to know how to push, leave me to die
again and I'll show you what you left behind.
Inapropriate times, truthfull requests? You speak
of who I was, let tell you about what I've become.

Heartless and incosiderate to your requests,
dark and gloomy I pass all you pityfull tests.
Head down always wondering what will become of this?
Giving someone else these lips you once kissed.

'Cus sometimes I could do what any other man would do,
ignore the las one and learn a new move.
'Cus sometimes I can be youre new man,
thick as a brick and hard to understand.
'Cus sometimes I can still see where you are,
sleeping and crawling unaware of what yo are.


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