It was a cold and fierce December. An irony of life permits you to live for the only reason to learn you are soon to die.
If knowledge was something if all this was not just something less than a game, only then would things be different.

I have my date; my very own battery life; counted days.
I am not afraid of death, I'm afraid of how far I am from it.

It used to be a warmer December, everything was in place until she changed and I decided to go away.
She thought she could bring life to someone when she didn't have enough inside of herself.

Everything is made half broken; everything is made to be replaced.
Everything is give to be taken away; your life is not yours to take.
I used to be a warmer man, eyes open to a world that was yet to kill someone close to me.
It used to be as simple as opening my eyes and breathe. It never felt as heavy as it feels today.

I have my date written down; my own day to kiss this flat world and say "Goodnight. I wont be waking up in the morning."

Blessed mourning...

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