How things Work

      She still calls the shots somehow. Se asked that I don't call her, ask about her or look for her, because the less she sees of me the better chances she has to move on. I don't really like that but I'm in no position to argue about that. But I'm not keeping my promises fully, I'm still going to ask about her, I'm still going to see how she's doing and if she's doing alright.

   I cant help it, I'll just feel better knowing she's doing ok. Everyday I'll try to find out something; everyday I'll try to log into her space until she no longer has it up as a private space, until she is no longer closed up.

   Haven't heard from her in a a few days but I know she's ok. At least as far as I could tell from what I've been told.