Next Coming Week.

   I'll be back next week or a bit earlier. I've just got way too much on my mind. too much going on just way too fast.

   I've been living with so much jealousy and envy for some reason that I haven't been able to focus much on anything except work. I cant help but remember that last night we saw each other and that farewell kiss, I said "Good night." and she said "Good bye."

   I don't think I've seen her as beautiful or attractive as I did that night.

   I have so much to write about this, words that are already in my pages, words I hope that make sense when I write them back here.

   I'll have time this weekend.

   I'm becoming paranoid again.