HA! Now all this shit makes perfect sense.

   How was I supposed to react. That last hug you gave me and the words you said, I didn't really understand what was happening until we were all waiting for you at the pub doors. I'm glad I wasn't let in, I'm glad I didn't have to see anything more than I already did. The images I made up in my head were enough to give me a sleepless night.

   So, now what am I supposed to do? Sacrificing what I did I'm back to where I started, I haven't moved forward and It's days like these that show me I haven't moved at all.

   I shouldn't have done what I did, I shouldn't have hoped, I shouldn't have trusted.

   At least, thank you for the heads up. It didn't do much though.