So thing ARE looking up, been feeling much better, just needed to be by myself really, something that's incredibly complicated to do while you live with your parents, but well, I managed to get all that "me" time yesterday afternoon, everyone went out to celebrate Valentine's Day, while I stayed home and relaxed, God I needed that.

Other people helped as well, somewhat, whatever they could do from a distance, they're help is always much apreciated, Courtney for just going thru the exact same thing as me and being ther for a nice conversation, Daniela for just being as sincere as she is, and Isaín, blunt, hard to understand, doesn't explein shit, but he's there, thanks guys.

Who knows? I'm also been actually smiling and for real, just passing time, remembering some things from this last winter break, damn time is going by so fast, already in mid Feburary and I havent found a job, need to give me a nice ass wooping to pick up the pace.

Red: 8/100 Blue: 16/100 White: 14/100 Yellow: 7/100

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by Dano

At least the weekends here, there'll be time for me to hang around some places I feel comfortable, corweded still by myself, do some real writing, pen in hand, notebook over table, some sort of caffenated or caffeine rich drink beside it, something good. Feels good to be alive right now, and I'll quote myself from a few months back:

"Here's to having a pulse!!!"

Just to get my motor going, I'm off for now, probably gonna post later today, cheers to all of you guys.