This motivation I've been giving myself has been good, the thought of knowing this whole new world to me, so ancient for those who know it well, I wish to be there (I will be there). This that she has offered me, an opportunity that she's put on the table, and this, by itself, what she represents. This trip to Spain, exactly what I need now, another taste of a distinct air that I wish to breat... the old continent, that ancient world, the one I want turned into my own home.

...and it'll be...

This new inspiration has her own name, being of flesh and bones, it's what she is and it's the impression that she has given me, this image she has given me. She is Grace, and evrytime I find her she captivates this broken heart, there is no fear in me whan I say that there is little left she can do, for me to fall in love