Strange, we talked last night and it was good, finally could just vent out and laugh about some things that were on my mind, we both agreed that it was good we talked, that it was about time we heard each other's voices, just for the fun of it all, cheered my day right up, my week as a matter of fact.

No today we talked thru messenger, for a few seconds, enough for me just to smile a bit longer, I had been thinking about her a lot this past week, even more since last night, I wrote like three poems just last night and this morning, felt pretty god about them, I thikn they're decent. Now when we caught up with eachother today she said something right before she left, something she does regularly, just leaves me hanging almost without a chance to reply "...I thought a lot about you today, I just wanted you to know that...", that impressed me, a smile appeared on my face again, feels good to hear people say those kinds of things, It's about time I start hearing them more, she just lit the fuse.

So basically just another day, actually complained about only one thing today, the fact that I'm writting much more on this blog than I am on my actual, real life, journal, pretty sad really, it feels nice when you finish a whole notebook.

So that's why I'll cut it short today, need time to do some real writting, need tonight just to chill out and inspire myself with my music, cheers to all that have come in and read my trash, I never thank you guys.