Desperation maybe, I don't know but days go by and the desire grows. It doesn't-t help that my friends seem to disappear from under my nose because they're off doing exactly what I need.

I can't envy; I can't be jealous; I just wish it would be something that could be shared. Share the fun, share the love.

I'm alone only for a couple hours after work at home and that's two hours too many.