"Turns out not where but who you're with what really matters."

Enough beating around the fucking bush... I've been beating around it all my life. Whatever I feel I need to do I will; whatever I just feel like doing I will. I can't just stand by and let people pass me by.

I've been finding a way out of this "half life" and you've helped take a huge leap forward. These kind of experiences, these completely new memories, are exactly what I needed to realize there can be so much in something so simple...


... a tree can bring in a peculiar scent;
... an uphill climb can not only bring tired lungs, but an unexpected (and probably unwanted) kiss;
... a water tower can be the top of the world, rust on your back and the whole world disappeared;
... perverted conversations can make someone calm down, can become a cold shower;
... driving those winding roads can represent the roads in my mind, easier to walk them when there's someone letting me steer;
... a soundtrack for a five hour trip can be the soundtrack for an idea, a desire;
... a cold goodbye can be a possibility of an even better, more acquainted reunion;
... making fools of passing drivers, making fools of ourselves;
... the smallest of towns never seemed to close to the center of the world.


"... hello my friend It seems your eyes are troubled. Care to share your time with me? Would you say your feeling low and so, a good idea would be to get it off of your mind..."

"... see you and me have a better time than most can dream of it. Better than the best. So we can pull on through. Whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down but if nothing can be done we'll make the best of what's around."

I praise the idea for another trip, doesn't matter where, doesn't matter when, doesn't matter if accompanied or just her, as long as I'm feeling the sun on my face and having this conversations not just in my head.

The city is constricting, throw your streets around me and squeeze. I need to leave the city I never quite left.

I need to stop beating around the fucking bush. I need not feel embarrassed about these feelings; I need not feel ashamed or guilty; I need not feel other people's pain anymore.

It's been a long while since It's been OK to feel this way.

Whatever happens; whatever doesn't happen; whatever we make of it; whatever we do or don't, there are no regrets, no hard feelings.

I've just felt so free to breath.

It's a good day.